What's On My Mind???

I want one of these so bad lol....

Hmmm, today I just feel like writin about a lot of things.

First off, i'm goin apartment shoppin within the next 6 months. Nothing too glamorous, just a 1 bedroom or studio apartment. I just want a place of my own. The freedom to do whatever I want and not have to ask "can i invite someone over here" and etc. I think that would be perfect for me.

I also plan to go to school at "The Atlanta Institute of Music" in the spring semester of 2010 to major in Music Production/ Editing. I love music and I feel like I can bring good music to the world if I had the necessary skills and equipment to do it.



I went online on Monday and it was Teyana Taylor's two month anniversary from when she started broadcasting on ustream. Fans twitter "TEYANAVERSARY" to lift up her spirits. She was surprised by it and even started to cry tears of joy because she felt like everyone had gave up on her. I've been a fan of her's ever since sweet 16. I never gave up on her and a lot of other people didn't either. Before the end of the night, she was the #3 trending topic on twitter.
She's gettin up there step by step and she can do it.



I listened to "Losos Way" by Fabolous and I wondered, where were my NEPTUNES at!!!! He shouldve got them to produce a track on there. The album was alright though, not one of my favorites. Click Here to listen for yourself. (I Like "Salute","Last Time", and "Stay")

Finally, why is it that guys can call girls "h**s" and they can't be called the same if they doin the same thing. That don't make no sense at all. I know I'm not out there doin "anything" with "anybody" [as a matter of fact i'm a virgin and i'm proud of it!] but it's still wrong. How can you say a girl is a h** and she only slept with one person, but you not and you slept with over 100.CONTRADICTION! I say if you over a ceratain number of people, you are one [male or female]. And it's gettin worse because the people are gettin younger and younger. I just don't understand why girls are havin children at 11 & 12....at that age I was just starting to have crushes on boys, not sleepin with them. That's just something to think about.

Rene [T.S.P]

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I'M HEATED

I'M SO HEATED RIGHT NOW MAN...IDK WHAT I'M GONNA DO. I HATE WHEN PEOPLE DON'T RECOGNIZE MY TALENT WHEN I'M WORKIN MY BUTT OFF. BUT WHAT HAPPENS TO THE ONES WHO DON'T HAVE THE TALENT???? THEY GET NOTICED, THEY GET A DEAL, THEY GET PAID. AND FOR WHAT.....ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. I KNOW YOU GUYS THINK THERE'S ARTISTS OUT THERE WHO DON'T HAVE ANY KINDA TALENT, WHO ARE OVERRATED AND STILL GET MONEY. WHILE THE PEOPLE WORKIN HARD TO ACTUALLY PUT CREATIVITY INTO THEIR MUSIC DON'T GET ANY KIND OF CREDIT. WHAT ABOUT RAHEEM DEVAUGHN? THIS DUDE IS TALENTED BUT HE GETS KNOCKED OUT OF THE WAY BY SOMEONE WHO ONLY HOLDS ONE PITCH THROUGHOUT A WHOLE RECORD. WHAT ABOUT CHRISETTE MICHELE? SHE GETS HARDLY ANY RECOGNITION BUT SHE HAS A NICE VOICE WHILE SOMEONE WHO IS BASICALLY A ONE HIT WONDER GETS ALL THE CREDIT. WHAT ABOUT LUPE FIASCO WHO USES A LOT OF METAPHORS AND IS LYRICALLY A BEAST BUT THE GUY WHO IS STILL THINKIN THOSE ELEMENTARY RHYMES IS GETTIN ALL THE RECORD SALES. IT MAKES ME MAD THAT GOOD ARTISTS NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO BE HEARD. ALL I WANNA DO IS BRING GOOD MUSIC TO THE WORLD BUT ALL I GET IS 10 OR LESS PLAYS EVERYDAY AND I'M TIRED OF IT....IT STOPS TODAY!!!! IF I GET ANOTHER MESSAGE SAYIN "YOU WANNA BUY SOME BEATS" OR "BEATS FOR SALE" I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO...WHY WOULD I BUY A BEAT FROM YOU WHEN MINE SOUNDS [NOT TO SOUND COCKY BUT] 10 TIMES BETTER THAN YOURS. SO IF YOU ARE A SINGER OR RAPPER AND YOU WANT TO GET REAL, GOOD , NON-STEREOTYPICAL MUSIC OUT THERE, THEN HIT ME UP @ RENE_TSP@YAHOO.COM AND WE CAN GET THIS REAL MUSIC MOVEMENT STARTED!!!!!