He's Perfect :)

I want to hold hands & watch the sunset with him.

I want to walk on the beach with him.

When I hear his voice, I want to feel butterflies.

And if I hit him, I would want for him to restrain & hold me in his arms tightly, instead of fighting back.

When he kisses me, I'd wanna feel like I have to catch my breath.

When I see him, I wanna be nervous but excited.

If we got into an argument, I'd want him to stay & try to talk it out instead of walking away from the situation.

When I'm crying, I'd want his shoulder to lean on.

I'd want my family to like him & for him to like my family & vice versa.

I'd want to be his backbone/support & for him to be mine.

And when it comes to sex, I'd want him to understand my decision to wait, but when it's the right moment & it finally happens, I want it to be special & explosive. I'd want to be something to remember everytime.

My imagination lets me wonder will I ever find a dude like this and I know I will because I deserve it! Someone whose tough on the exterior, but someone who isn't afraid to show how they feel. A real man! I would do the same for him because I'm a real woman & I'm too old to play games. I want a long-lasting relationship. Something I can tell my grandkids about. Something that I will remember forever.

" What are some words that describe me? I am ambititous. I am determined. I am persistant. I am not the stereotype. I am unique. I am the conductor of my destiny. Most of all, I am me. An individual."

That was a quote I came up with a little while ago. It represents me perfectly. I don't like to be like anyone else. It is true that I like celebrity's style [ie. Rihanna, Teyana Taylor, Kelis & many others.] but I like to do my own thing. It is also true that I admire many artist's music [Such as Pharrell, Timberland etc.] but I like to make my own music. All I want to be is an individual.

I look at the people out now who like to steal others' identity & I don't think it's cool. It's ok to be unique & do your own thing. A lot of people are trying to emulate Lady Gaga's style [ie. Nicki Minaj & Khia (In her latest video)] when Lady Gaga didn't even make up that style herself. A lot of guys are trying to wear skinny jeans like the New Boyz when The Cool Kids had that style first. [Personally, I like The Cool Kids a heckuva lot better]. I've even seen people try to steal what I do [like wearing things how I wear it.] One of the things about my style is I don't match but I coordinate my colors. People have been trying to copy that for years. Smh. I guess people just like to be imitations. I will tell you one thing though. When it comes to style & music, I WILL be a LEADER, never a FOLLOWER!